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what is the matter with this country...........the country is going to hell............and nobody is ready to get off their fat asses and do something.........
SOMETHING........is a dangerous word..........i have wanted to do something for my country since the minute i was born...........and yet there is no something i have done........
today............a cop died in Tamil Nadu...........so what people die.............but u wanna know how died.....
he was attacked by gangsters in the rural country............and he laid there waiting and screaming for help...........he would have died peacefully had nobody come his way.......but in the dying moments he died as a man who had lost all faith in humanity........so what happened that made him lose faith in humanity...............he died amidst...........a convoy of two state ministers and a home screatry....... the convoy of the so called representative of people happened to be passing that way.........it is not that they did not stop their cars........but they had to as they could not pass ..........as the man was dieing in in the middle of the road......they coulld not be accused of committing a sin so grave as that of running over a still alive man........but they could surely see a man pleading for help and bursting his lungs out..........as this way they could not be accused of killing the man......... and after fifteen minutes ..........one of the ministers sent his PA to the heavily mutilated man......and what does he do... he throws water at the cops face........and that too fom a distance........as if he is lightening a cracker and it is diwali.......after all these things when the victim is finally sent to the hospital ..........he dies on his way.......

This is what the country is coming to...........not only the ministers but the common people the (awam) which was present there should be held accountable.........why only the ministers ...........the common people .........the TV cameramen.................everybody should be held accountable.............One cannot reverse the damage........but make sure that this does not happen again......
The man died knowing that their is no hope in humanity........
This is a nation without compassion............and mark my words a nation without compassion has his days numbered.........

reso volution

one year has ended and another one has begun........vigour, aspiration,hope are the words that are normally associated with a new year .................the beggining of new things, the happiness and the optimistic nature and the radiance that each face emitts is viral....it spreads from face to face....and the biggest hype about the new year......is the supposed new year resolutions full with air quotes............i mean what the heck.......i have never made any resolution ....... i always thought they were lame ...........but as the wanderer that i am .....this time i decided .............to make a resoution...........but i dont think i will be able to make one.........i dont know how people can just pick one thing that they want to improve on............as for me there are a zillion things that i want to improve upon........i have always thought of myself as one who strives for perfection............but now i think that ............i have nt really achieved perfection in any thing not even a single thing........
so may be the people are right and i am wrong..............MAYBE............let us c........simply a wandrer

one varsity

this week has been eventful.............i got my SAT scores .........i scored 1790

dats way below my expectations but it is a above average score.................bot i still dont know what should i major in............my consultant thinks i should major in mass communication.....but he is a dickhead .......i checked mass communication has one of the lowest starting salary..........so i am thinking of finance.............yep it is not something i love..........but i think i dont love to do anything............for the first time in my life i am having a low opinion of myself.........for the first time...........i think people made me think to highly of myself .............i am not sure that i will be able to complete my degree in finance.............but i have to do something..........wanna go to a gud university.......nyu wont take me........bt will try for UCLA.............not for the ones my consultant tells me too..........today i am gonna try and lift the fog and decide what am i gonaa major in ..............as i will be gunning for ivy league for post graduation ............simply a wandrer

con of fusion

i am confused frustrated and by confused i mean i am mind boggling-ly confused .
this makes me angry .........i have been cursing myself since yesterday....i am seriously fucked up .....i mean a man who cannot decide that what does he want from life is seriously fucked up .......
i am confused because i want to be everything and teacher does not come under everything.........i don't know weather i want to do a government job or a private one......not what field i want to study in .........and even what brand toothpaste i want .......i want everything of every damn thing .......i want money. success, power , happiness yet i want to be content.........i want to be a graphic artist and an economist besides being a chef or a food critic .......and the list goes on and on......and it is just the tip of the iceberg .......this is the fusion of things that is confusing me and therefore there are many con's of it ..........hence the title "con of fusion"....... i need somebody who can help me .........bt i doubt if anybody but i can help myself...........this time it is time to do something but what.........simply a wandrer

EJUCATION

now this is how education should be pronounced not .......aducation.....d as in dog. ihave been pronouncing education as ejucation as j in jeans from the time i started my education.......i am not going to change just because some dumb fuck says so.........
turning to more pressing issues.......
i saw the godfather part 1. and i dont think it to be half as awesome as people make it to be.....yeah it is a pretty good film......but wat is it in to be a classic..... you know wat makes me feel that it should be a classic is watching jennifer's body on the same day.....wat a crappy movie.....d only thing like able about the movie is dat i did not pay to watch it......

One thing that's been bothering me is dat i am in a mess......yes, wid me its as simple as that........."i am in a mess" that's simple
i am confused as anything ......today i had a strong desire to be a graphic artist........lets simple
coz wid me u never know........simply a wandrer

SAT nd sunday

missed 4 days of writin bt dats partially due to my SAT exam.....
had my sat exam on saturday ......nd dat too in amritsar
if u r wandering how i did . den i am gonna answer it d same way i answered to everybody else "theek"........ now dats how i answer most things .....neutral ground - not optimistic neither pessimistic and as one of my frnds said " hope fr d best bt be prepared fr d worst" .
but i curse myself for answering dat way.... it seems i am not sure about anything in life and believe me dats d way it is........
been lately thinking of d big question....wat i wanna do in life bt d answer is not coming and dats pretty frustrating. wen i am sure of something i wanna do will blog again about it........coz right now i am.......... simply a wandrer

d one between first and second

more den 2 years have passed nd i have only one post nd 7 views
dats some record...........
i have decide to revive meri kaapi
wat made me do this? no not a sudden desire to write and certainly not a life changing event, but...
a visit to my long lost frnds facebook profile "gajab"( i did not send a frnd request)
she writes a blog ......... i was certainly not inspired by her writing , but she makes me feel good
not good good but heart sinking good.....
i don't know what triggers dis feeling but i would surely like to contact her.

now dis isn't how i had envisioned my blog to start bt thats d way it is......
simlpy a wandrer