con of fusion

i am confused frustrated and by confused i mean i am mind boggling-ly confused .
this makes me angry .........i have been cursing myself since yesterday....i am seriously fucked up .....i mean a man who cannot decide that what does he want from life is seriously fucked up .......
i am confused because i want to be everything and teacher does not come under everything.........i don't know weather i want to do a government job or a private one......not what field i want to study in .........and even what brand toothpaste i want .......i want everything of every damn thing .......i want money. success, power , happiness yet i want to be content.........i want to be a graphic artist and an economist besides being a chef or a food critic .......and the list goes on and on......and it is just the tip of the iceberg .......this is the fusion of things that is confusing me and therefore there are many con's of it ..........hence the title "con of fusion"....... i need somebody who can help me .........bt i doubt if anybody but i can help myself...........this time it is time to do something but what.........simply a wandrer